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Clash with the Ancients

To: Elliot

Elliot,   Remember to breathe, love. In: one, two. Out: one, two. And repeat. Keep doing this ...

Chapter 1: My Life Before

As I took one wavering step after another on top of the garden wall, I cradled my precious burden...

Chapter 2: Friendly Competition

Grabbing hold of my siblings’ hands, I hauled them to their feet so I could drag them behind me. ...

Chapter 3: How to Deal with Bullshit

During yearly lesson rotations, my stints with Vaessa, the House in charge of maintaining Ibis, h...

Chapter 4: Almost There

I didn’t know if leaving the kalasa’s care this early was wise, but I wouldn’t keep my sister awa...

Chapter 5: A Distraction

Ostiu was fucking cold. I’d known this from multiple people’s warnings on the subject, but there ...

Chapter 6: This Is Where It Gets Interesting 1

As soon as the door had slid closed, I dove into my array, requesting Feena’s location. She’d las...

Chapter 7: This Is Where It Gets Interesting 2

Eventually, an alert chimed from the console while our speed slowed to a stop, and tapping into t...

Chapter 8: Attracting Unwanted Attention

“-haven’t seen someone show such promise in ages, Talira. He’ll work well. Start the process.” W...

Chapter 9: Hello There, Civilization

With my back pressed to crumbling concrete, I counted my breaths, loosely holding my rifle in fro...

Chapter 10: Oh Look, I Have a Life

I met Fyester when I was fifteen years old during a House Kirst rotation. We’d immediately hit it...

Chapter 11: Eavesdropping Is Usually a Bad Idea

With our guide gone, Fyester looked a little lost, so I flounced onto the bed, hoping to distract...

Chapter 12: Well, That Was Ominous 1

Islae didn’t want me to leave. She wasn’t being clingy, to my relief. I’d never been sure of how ...

Chapter 13: Well, That Was Ominous 2

I’d been left alone with House Kolb’s shukusen, a situation that should and would have had my sto...

Chapter 14: Rituals Are Dumb

As I got dressed, I considered how best to ask the question on my mind. In the end, I decided to ...

Chapter 15: The Dreaded Ceremony

A waking state came to me slowly with a gradual diminishment of vivid dreams leaving me blinking ...

Chapter 16: Can I Not?

Once we were in the outer layer, the Lokke Vitras angled us toward one end of it, moving into an ...

Addendum

I imagine that you found this part of my story predictable and somewhat annoying, Elliot, but it’...

Chapter 17: What the Hell Am I?

The face of the man shouting at me had been red for a solid five minutes now, and I was beginning...

Chapter 18: Ok, I'm a Badass 1

My footfalls spun the conspiracy’s remaining members to me, and I held my hands to either side, s...

Chapter 19: Ok, I'm a Badass 2

Well. This had been a travesty. For the love of all that might be holy, say I was wrong. Say he ...

Chapter 20: The Terminal

In the Terminal, people popped into being around me with the same rattled look on their faces, bu...

Chapter 21: Or Not 1

The Southern Fells Travel Center was smaller than the one in Ibis, and although its layout was si...

Chapter 22: Or Not 2

For a while, I didn’t move, simply considering how lucky I was that evushk had let me off easy th...

Chapter 23: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 1

The skycruiser set down, and I sat, motionless, in it. I hadn’t announced my arrival yet, uncerta...

Chapter 24: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 2

I wondered what my parents wanted. Would they ask me to leave, taking the danger that I represent...

Chapter 25: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 3

The tower that we siblings were standing in front of had a much shorter profile on the horizon th...

Chapter 26: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 4

Clicking her tongue, Feena whacked the back of my head. “Inspiring speech?” she snapped. “He’ll...

Chapter 27: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 1

Xygek’s ground level was reserved for the middle Strata: Sixth through Eighth. Most people in tho...

Chapter 28: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 2

I hurried us toward the closest public lift, half-hoping that Fyester would slip away while my ba...

Chapter 29: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 3

Bucking Fyester to the side, I scrambled away from him until a headboard and wall stopped me, set...

Chapter 30: Nope, Neither of Those

Considering what had happened the last time I’d been here, arriving at the Crescent early felt st...

Chapter 31: Please, Don't Make Me Decide 1

Evushk held something out to me, ignoring the hysterical giggling bouncing around us, and dazedly...

Chapter 32: Please, Don't Make Me Decide 2

I didn’t find the escape I’d longed for. My world became the interior of the cabana with my every...

Chapter 33: I Don't Want to Be a Killer

The length of the road that I’d traveled earlier today, a time that seemed like years ago, went b...

Chapter 34: But a Murderer Is What I've Become

The outer layer of Acceptance Arena held a reverential air, spilling over from the ceremony takin...

Chapter 35: Will You Tell Me What I Am? 1

I landed the skycruiser far from evushk’s estate. After finding me in the Crescent, Talira had le...

Chapter 36: Will You Tell Me What I Am? 2

My barricades against my emotions had yet to be raised again, as evidenced by my narrowing field ...

Addendum

Korix and I seemed like a terrible match for many reasons. First of all, he was my teacher, and ...

Chapter 37: You, Me, and a Bunch of Bad Guys

A shiver ran through the aircraft, rattling stored equipment in its bins, and in the seats closes...

Chapter 38: Mission's End

House Kolb speed was plenty useful in short stretches, pulling operatives or strike team members ...

Chapter 39: Aren't These Things Fun?

Korix looked ravishing at the moment. In black dress pants and a button-down shirt with a wine-re...

Chapter 40: Two Random Encounters

Even though it was still early, people had filled the Crescent, and clumps of them were congestin...

Chapter 41: Of Course We Are, Dummy

When I returned to Feena, she looked grumpy rather than just acting like it. I cautiously approac...

Chapter 42: Mm, So Many Distractions

Neither Korix nor I wanted to say something. If we did, our inevitable answer would become concre...

Chapter 43: I Made a Mistake

Over the course of several hundred years, House Cerullis, in their efforts to better understand o...

Chapter 44: Next Steps

After we’d walked for quite a while, enough to ensure that no one would interrupt us, Korix stopp...

Chapter 45: Surveillance Run

Ace and I left the guesthouse, circling the main building. At the first side entrance we found, I...

Chapter 46: Hello, Beautiful

Leski sucked in air like a dying fish, and from the corner of my eye, I caught Niklaus glancing b...

Chapter 47: An Ornery Host

Niklaus led me away from the dining room. He took us on a convoluted route to his office, which m...

Chapter 48: Breakfast and Unwelcome News

As I got dressed, I reviewed my list of mysteries, the ones that had once more begun flocking to ...

Chapter 49: He's a Surprise

Darting back around the corner, I shot out an arm, driving Leski into the wall beside me. What w...

Chapter 50: A Meal with the Enemy

First, I secured Ace in the guesthouse, leaving him with an elaborate, treat-filled puzzle to sol...

Chapter 51: The Enemy in Your House

Avoiding Leski for the rest of the day became the most annoying trial I’d endured in years. Havin...

Chapter 52: Frustrating Women and Easy Missions

Finishing off my snack, I glanced over my stowaway and almost didn’t recognize her, considering e...

Chapter 53: Let's Mess This Shit Up

Bowing, I stuttered, “L-lokke Vi-vitras.” Korix, something deep inside whispered with relief. S...

Chapter 54: Why?

How I managed to stay on my feet was beyond me. I didn’t have adrenaline to help me ignore the pa...

Addendum

Betrayal, as you know, is one of the worst ordeals that someone can experience. So many emotions ...

Chapter 55: Rescue From an Unexpected Quarter

What was taking so long? This question echoed in me as I circled the confines of my cell with my...

Chapter 56: In the Enemy's Midst

On the facility’s main level, House Cerullis members were crowding the halls that had been empty ...

Chapter 57: Something's Not Right

Shukusen Alezand showed no sign of leaving, and cursing in my head, I settled in to wait. Obvious...

Chapter 58: Well, I'm About to Die 1

I didn’t rush him. I wasn’t an idiot. If I did that, he’d just shoot me from the landing pad. No...

Chapter 59: Well, I'm About to Die 2

A mishmash of rotating colors abruptly halted with my head smacking into plastic, and my vision f...

Chapter 60: A Heavy-Handed Boss

Shukusen Talira was glaring at me like I’d offended her highest sensibilities. I stood perfectly ...

Chapter 61: Getting Home

I was so tired. While this shuttle sped through the city, the light of the setting sun splashed ...

Chapter 62: That Took an Unexpected Turn

I barely stopped myself from laughing into Leski’s mouth. How had I gotten myself into such a str...

Chapter 63: Aren't Coincidences Fun?

When my alarm dragged me to wakefulness, I groggily silenced it, struggling to remember where I w...

Chapter 64: Research: A Necessary Part of the Job

When I could think again, I frantically patted my body down while a buzz muffled my hearing. I ha...

Chapter 65: The Unstoppable Trio

When I extracted myself from my siblings’ embrace, I was aware of how many people were staring at...

Chapter 66: Protocol and Updates

“Why were you really in Rane’s bar?” I eventually asked Feena. Because there was no way in hell ...

Chapter 67: Introducing Leski to the Family

My laughter filled the foyer, bouncing in the air around us, and as if a switch had been flipped,...

Chapter 68: A Brief Loss of Control

I was only half-aware of tracing the path to my old bedroom, and a few steps in, a message from m...

Addendum

As you might have noticed, I wasn’t great at controlling extreme emotions when I was young. I cou...

Chapter 69: I'm an Idiot 1

Niklaus had changed since our first meeting. With sunken eyes and drawn-together shoulders, he ju...

Chapter 70: I'm an Idiot 2

Pheniks was, as usual, ensconced in a nest made of books, and as we came closer, he made room for...

Chapter 71: Observing Social Niceties

Pheniks, Feena, and I arrived at our parents’ apartment within the hour, not long after I’d left ...

Chapter 72: Waking Him Up

I’d never seen the lobby of House Kolb’s headquarters more deserted. A few people scurried betwee...

Chapter 73: Checking Assumptions

The full meaning of Talira’s words didn’t penetrate my thick skull until I’d almost reached my de...

Chapter 74: Bittersweet Reunion

When I eased into the room, Korix was sitting on the floor with his knees up and his head in his ...

Chapter 75: Once Out, Always Out

Walking into the room, Feena froze when she saw Korix and me before shoving Pheniks into the hall...

Chapter 76: A Drawn-Out Explanation

Talira’s office went unnaturally still, and glancing between its occupants, I clicked my tongue. ...

Chapter 77: Another Introduction

The people with me seemed to agree with my assessment. Around me, blanched faces stared into noth...

Chapter 78: Helping with Her Father

As we approached my room, we slowed down while a funny look passed over Korix’s face. “She’s sle...

Chapter 79: That's... Super Suspicious

I closed the skycruiser’s door and headed off, waving for Korix to follow as I did. Not that he’d...

Chapter 80: For the Love of Another

Reluctantly, Niklaus started with his story. “Before Laryse, I had a dull life. I served my lieg...

Chapter 81: A Daughter's Fury

I was pretty sure that I was going to be sick. Opposite me, Niklaus looked so self-assured, as if...

Chapter 82: A Peek into the Past

“Phen? You here?” I called as Korix and I entered the Library. As the question echoed back to me...

Chapter 83: One Man's Power

Later that night, I slipped out from under Leski’s arm, cautiously disarming the alarms around my...

Chapter 84: Preparing the Way

“Remind me why we’re here again?” Korix asked. The city's lights cast a glowing corona around th...

Chapter 85: An Ally on the Inside

Even with an undercurrent of worry following her, Jayla looked good, much better than she had as ...

Chapter 86: Cheering Up an Asshole

The air around Korix hung heavy on the shuttle ride home, and given how much they’d pulled away f...

Chapter 87: You Idiots

Finding Leski didn’t take me long. When I stormed into my parents’ garden, she was examining the ...

Chapter 88: Conflict Resolution

I pulled Korix to me, pressing our lips together, and as I entangled my body with his, I tipped u...

Addendum

In the end, I had to let them go, no matter how unwillingly. You and your family have served as a...

Chapter 89: Questionable Disciplinary Action

Carefully, I lifted the decanter on my grandmother’s sideboard and tilted it over my flask’s narr...

Chapter 90: I Know What to Do

As if to echo my unease, Korix shifted in front of me, but we couldn’t let it overcome us. If we ...

Chapter 91: Setting Boundaries

When we reached the apartment, Ace barreled through its door to me, but like the good boy he was,...

Chapter 92: Waiting

As soon as I was out of sight, I took off at House Kolb speed toward the apartment’s sitting room...

Chapter 93: Hope Given and Taken

I was busy with Korix and Leski when a message flashed into my array. Given the circumstances, I ...

Chapter 94: I Told You I Knew What to Do

As soon as I’d stepped into House Cerullis’ headquarters, I removed my camouflage disk, working m...

Chapter 95: Rooting Through My Past

DO YOU SEE, BRETHREN? WE ARE ALWAYS VICTORIOUS! Pheniks, Feena, and I chase one another across...

Chapter 96: Hey Buddy, Get the Hell Out

The Ancient left me, steam and electricity billowing out of a scorched-through body. I was on the...

Chapter 97: So, This Hurts

As I descended through House Cerullis’ headquarter, I set about dismantling as much of its securi...

Chapter 98: This Is Why We Make Friends

“Zaeden! I need you come back, kuvesk.” Hurt is the world is the world is the world is my- “Fig...

Chapter 99: How We Soar 1

Once we were a good distance from headquarters, I requested direct connections between my compani...

Chapter 100: How We Soar 2

Feena was right. Below us, way to fucking far below us, the Preserve soon gave way to a beach and...

Chapter 101: Fighting Ancients

Ostiu had fallen behind us a while ago, and with us once more over the sea, we were flying betwee...

Chapter 102: Arguing Semantics

“Should I do this?” I asked. Korix would know what I meant, just like he’d known my plan since I...

Chapter 103: We Die Here, Right?

The strangest aircraft I’d ever seen slowed to a stop beside me with only a faint whir coming fro...

Chapter 104: You and Me

I easily caught up with Pheniks, but when I pulled alongside his aircraft, I slowed down, peering...

Chapter 105: I Can't Believe That Worked

Waiting in the foyer of shukusen Talira’s office, I examined her latest acquisition, another pain...

Chapter 106: Ascension

My grandmother’s office was in shadows with the glow of the city’s lights lending it an aura of m...

Addendum

So, now you know how I became who I am, and if you must judge me, do it. I can no more deny my pa...