Clash with the Ancients
To: Elliot
Elliot, Remember to breathe, love. In: one, two. Out: one, two. And repeat. Keep doing this ...
Chapter 1: My Life Before
As I took one wavering step after another on top of the garden wall, I cradled my precious burden...
Chapter 2: Friendly Competition
Grabbing hold of my siblings’ hands, I hauled them to their feet so I could drag them behind me. ...
Chapter 3: How to Deal with Bullshit
During yearly lesson rotations, my stints with Vaessa, the House in charge of maintaining Ibis, h...
Chapter 4: Almost There
I didn’t know if leaving the kalasa’s care this early was wise, but I wouldn’t keep my sister awa...
Chapter 5: A Distraction
Ostiu was fucking cold. I’d known this from multiple people’s warnings on the subject, but there ...
Chapter 6: This Is Where It Gets Interesting 1
As soon as the door had slid closed, I dove into my array, requesting Feena’s location. She’d las...
Chapter 7: This Is Where It Gets Interesting 2
Eventually, an alert chimed from the console while our speed slowed to a stop, and tapping into t...
Chapter 8: Attracting Unwanted Attention
“-haven’t seen someone show such promise in ages, Talira. He’ll work well. Start the process.” W...
Chapter 9: Hello There, Civilization
With my back pressed to crumbling concrete, I counted my breaths, loosely holding my rifle in fro...
Chapter 10: Oh Look, I Have a Life
I met Fyester when I was fifteen years old during a House Kirst rotation. We’d immediately hit it...
Chapter 11: Eavesdropping Is Usually a Bad Idea
With our guide gone, Fyester looked a little lost, so I flounced onto the bed, hoping to distract...
Chapter 12: Well, That Was Ominous 1
Islae didn’t want me to leave. She wasn’t being clingy, to my relief. I’d never been sure of how ...
Chapter 13: Well, That Was Ominous 2
I’d been left alone with House Kolb’s shukusen, a situation that should and would have had my sto...
Chapter 14: Rituals Are Dumb
As I got dressed, I considered how best to ask the question on my mind. In the end, I decided to ...
Chapter 15: The Dreaded Ceremony
A waking state came to me slowly with a gradual diminishment of vivid dreams leaving me blinking ...
Chapter 16: Can I Not?
Once we were in the outer layer, the Lokke Vitras angled us toward one end of it, moving into an ...
Addendum
I imagine that you found this part of my story predictable and somewhat annoying, Elliot, but it’...
Chapter 17: What the Hell Am I?
The face of the man shouting at me had been red for a solid five minutes now, and I was beginning...
Chapter 18: Ok, I'm a Badass 1
My footfalls spun the conspiracy’s remaining members to me, and I held my hands to either side, s...
Chapter 19: Ok, I'm a Badass 2
Well. This had been a travesty. For the love of all that might be holy, say I was wrong. Say he ...
Chapter 20: The Terminal
In the Terminal, people popped into being around me with the same rattled look on their faces, bu...
Chapter 21: Or Not 1
The Southern Fells Travel Center was smaller than the one in Ibis, and although its layout was si...
Chapter 22: Or Not 2
For a while, I didn’t move, simply considering how lucky I was that evushk had let me off easy th...
Chapter 23: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 1
The skycruiser set down, and I sat, motionless, in it. I hadn’t announced my arrival yet, uncerta...
Chapter 24: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 2
I wondered what my parents wanted. Would they ask me to leave, taking the danger that I represent...
Chapter 25: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 3
The tower that we siblings were standing in front of had a much shorter profile on the horizon th...
Chapter 26: Perhaps I'm a Good Brother 4
Clicking her tongue, Feena whacked the back of my head. “Inspiring speech?” she snapped. “He’ll...
Chapter 27: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 1
Xygek’s ground level was reserved for the middle Strata: Sixth through Eighth. Most people in tho...
Chapter 28: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 2
I hurried us toward the closest public lift, half-hoping that Fyester would slip away while my ba...
Chapter 29: Or Maybe a Decent Partner 3
Bucking Fyester to the side, I scrambled away from him until a headboard and wall stopped me, set...
Chapter 30: Nope, Neither of Those
Considering what had happened the last time I’d been here, arriving at the Crescent early felt st...
Chapter 31: Please, Don't Make Me Decide 1
Evushk held something out to me, ignoring the hysterical giggling bouncing around us, and dazedly...
Chapter 32: Please, Don't Make Me Decide 2
I didn’t find the escape I’d longed for. My world became the interior of the cabana with my every...
Chapter 33: I Don't Want to Be a Killer
The length of the road that I’d traveled earlier today, a time that seemed like years ago, went b...
Chapter 34: But a Murderer Is What I've Become
The outer layer of Acceptance Arena held a reverential air, spilling over from the ceremony takin...
Chapter 35: Will You Tell Me What I Am? 1
I landed the skycruiser far from evushk’s estate. After finding me in the Crescent, Talira had le...
Chapter 36: Will You Tell Me What I Am? 2
My barricades against my emotions had yet to be raised again, as evidenced by my narrowing field ...
Addendum
Korix and I seemed like a terrible match for many reasons. First of all, he was my teacher, and ...
Chapter 37: You, Me, and a Bunch of Bad Guys
A shiver ran through the aircraft, rattling stored equipment in its bins, and in the seats closes...
Chapter 38: Mission's End
House Kolb speed was plenty useful in short stretches, pulling operatives or strike team members ...
Chapter 39: Aren't These Things Fun?
Korix looked ravishing at the moment. In black dress pants and a button-down shirt with a wine-re...
Chapter 40: Two Random Encounters
Even though it was still early, people had filled the Crescent, and clumps of them were congestin...
Chapter 41: Of Course We Are, Dummy
When I returned to Feena, she looked grumpy rather than just acting like it. I cautiously approac...
Chapter 42: Mm, So Many Distractions
Neither Korix nor I wanted to say something. If we did, our inevitable answer would become concre...
Chapter 43: I Made a Mistake
Over the course of several hundred years, House Cerullis, in their efforts to better understand o...
Chapter 44: Next Steps
After we’d walked for quite a while, enough to ensure that no one would interrupt us, Korix stopp...
Chapter 45: Surveillance Run
Ace and I left the guesthouse, circling the main building. At the first side entrance we found, I...
Chapter 46: Hello, Beautiful
Leski sucked in air like a dying fish, and from the corner of my eye, I caught Niklaus glancing b...
Chapter 47: An Ornery Host
Niklaus led me away from the dining room. He took us on a convoluted route to his office, which m...
Chapter 48: Breakfast and Unwelcome News
As I got dressed, I reviewed my list of mysteries, the ones that had once more begun flocking to ...
Chapter 49: He's a Surprise
Darting back around the corner, I shot out an arm, driving Leski into the wall beside me. What w...
Chapter 50: A Meal with the Enemy
First, I secured Ace in the guesthouse, leaving him with an elaborate, treat-filled puzzle to sol...
Chapter 51: The Enemy in Your House
Avoiding Leski for the rest of the day became the most annoying trial I’d endured in years. Havin...
Chapter 52: Frustrating Women and Easy Missions
Finishing off my snack, I glanced over my stowaway and almost didn’t recognize her, considering e...
Chapter 53: Let's Mess This Shit Up
Bowing, I stuttered, “L-lokke Vi-vitras.” Korix, something deep inside whispered with relief. S...
Chapter 54: Why?
How I managed to stay on my feet was beyond me. I didn’t have adrenaline to help me ignore the pa...
Addendum
Betrayal, as you know, is one of the worst ordeals that someone can experience. So many emotions ...
Chapter 55: Rescue From an Unexpected Quarter
What was taking so long? This question echoed in me as I circled the confines of my cell with my...
Chapter 56: In the Enemy's Midst
On the facility’s main level, House Cerullis members were crowding the halls that had been empty ...
Chapter 57: Something's Not Right
Shukusen Alezand showed no sign of leaving, and cursing in my head, I settled in to wait. Obvious...
Chapter 58: Well, I'm About to Die 1
I didn’t rush him. I wasn’t an idiot. If I did that, he’d just shoot me from the landing pad. No...
Chapter 59: Well, I'm About to Die 2
A mishmash of rotating colors abruptly halted with my head smacking into plastic, and my vision f...
Chapter 60: A Heavy-Handed Boss
Shukusen Talira was glaring at me like I’d offended her highest sensibilities. I stood perfectly ...
Chapter 61: Getting Home
I was so tired. While this shuttle sped through the city, the light of the setting sun splashed ...
Chapter 62: That Took an Unexpected Turn
I barely stopped myself from laughing into Leski’s mouth. How had I gotten myself into such a str...
Chapter 63: Aren't Coincidences Fun?
When my alarm dragged me to wakefulness, I groggily silenced it, struggling to remember where I w...
Chapter 64: Research: A Necessary Part of the Job
When I could think again, I frantically patted my body down while a buzz muffled my hearing. I ha...
Chapter 65: The Unstoppable Trio
When I extracted myself from my siblings’ embrace, I was aware of how many people were staring at...
Chapter 66: Protocol and Updates
“Why were you really in Rane’s bar?” I eventually asked Feena. Because there was no way in hell ...
Chapter 67: Introducing Leski to the Family
My laughter filled the foyer, bouncing in the air around us, and as if a switch had been flipped,...
Chapter 68: A Brief Loss of Control
I was only half-aware of tracing the path to my old bedroom, and a few steps in, a message from m...
Addendum
As you might have noticed, I wasn’t great at controlling extreme emotions when I was young. I cou...
Chapter 69: I'm an Idiot 1
Niklaus had changed since our first meeting. With sunken eyes and drawn-together shoulders, he ju...
Chapter 70: I'm an Idiot 2
Pheniks was, as usual, ensconced in a nest made of books, and as we came closer, he made room for...
Chapter 71: Observing Social Niceties
Pheniks, Feena, and I arrived at our parents’ apartment within the hour, not long after I’d left ...
Chapter 72: Waking Him Up
I’d never seen the lobby of House Kolb’s headquarters more deserted. A few people scurried betwee...
Chapter 73: Checking Assumptions
The full meaning of Talira’s words didn’t penetrate my thick skull until I’d almost reached my de...
Chapter 74: Bittersweet Reunion
When I eased into the room, Korix was sitting on the floor with his knees up and his head in his ...
Chapter 75: Once Out, Always Out
Walking into the room, Feena froze when she saw Korix and me before shoving Pheniks into the hall...
Chapter 76: A Drawn-Out Explanation
Talira’s office went unnaturally still, and glancing between its occupants, I clicked my tongue. ...
Chapter 77: Another Introduction
The people with me seemed to agree with my assessment. Around me, blanched faces stared into noth...
Chapter 78: Helping with Her Father
As we approached my room, we slowed down while a funny look passed over Korix’s face. “She’s sle...
Chapter 79: That's... Super Suspicious
I closed the skycruiser’s door and headed off, waving for Korix to follow as I did. Not that he’d...
Chapter 80: For the Love of Another
Reluctantly, Niklaus started with his story. “Before Laryse, I had a dull life. I served my lieg...
Chapter 81: A Daughter's Fury
I was pretty sure that I was going to be sick. Opposite me, Niklaus looked so self-assured, as if...
Chapter 82: A Peek into the Past
“Phen? You here?” I called as Korix and I entered the Library. As the question echoed back to me...
Chapter 83: One Man's Power
Later that night, I slipped out from under Leski’s arm, cautiously disarming the alarms around my...
Chapter 84: Preparing the Way
“Remind me why we’re here again?” Korix asked. The city's lights cast a glowing corona around th...
Chapter 85: An Ally on the Inside
Even with an undercurrent of worry following her, Jayla looked good, much better than she had as ...
Chapter 86: Cheering Up an Asshole
The air around Korix hung heavy on the shuttle ride home, and given how much they’d pulled away f...
Chapter 87: You Idiots
Finding Leski didn’t take me long. When I stormed into my parents’ garden, she was examining the ...
Chapter 88: Conflict Resolution
I pulled Korix to me, pressing our lips together, and as I entangled my body with his, I tipped u...
Addendum
In the end, I had to let them go, no matter how unwillingly. You and your family have served as a...
Chapter 89: Questionable Disciplinary Action
Carefully, I lifted the decanter on my grandmother’s sideboard and tilted it over my flask’s narr...
Chapter 90: I Know What to Do
As if to echo my unease, Korix shifted in front of me, but we couldn’t let it overcome us. If we ...
Chapter 91: Setting Boundaries
When we reached the apartment, Ace barreled through its door to me, but like the good boy he was,...
Chapter 92: Waiting
As soon as I was out of sight, I took off at House Kolb speed toward the apartment’s sitting room...
Chapter 93: Hope Given and Taken
I was busy with Korix and Leski when a message flashed into my array. Given the circumstances, I ...
Chapter 94: I Told You I Knew What to Do
As soon as I’d stepped into House Cerullis’ headquarters, I removed my camouflage disk, working m...
Chapter 95: Rooting Through My Past
DO YOU SEE, BRETHREN? WE ARE ALWAYS VICTORIOUS! Pheniks, Feena, and I chase one another across...
Chapter 96: Hey Buddy, Get the Hell Out
The Ancient left me, steam and electricity billowing out of a scorched-through body. I was on the...
Chapter 97: So, This Hurts
As I descended through House Cerullis’ headquarter, I set about dismantling as much of its securi...
Chapter 98: This Is Why We Make Friends
“Zaeden! I need you come back, kuvesk.” Hurt is the world is the world is the world is my- “Fig...
Chapter 99: How We Soar 1
Once we were a good distance from headquarters, I requested direct connections between my compani...
Chapter 100: How We Soar 2
Feena was right. Below us, way to fucking far below us, the Preserve soon gave way to a beach and...
Chapter 101: Fighting Ancients
Ostiu had fallen behind us a while ago, and with us once more over the sea, we were flying betwee...
Chapter 102: Arguing Semantics
“Should I do this?” I asked. Korix would know what I meant, just like he’d known my plan since I...
Chapter 103: We Die Here, Right?
The strangest aircraft I’d ever seen slowed to a stop beside me with only a faint whir coming fro...
Chapter 104: You and Me
I easily caught up with Pheniks, but when I pulled alongside his aircraft, I slowed down, peering...
Chapter 105: I Can't Believe That Worked
Waiting in the foyer of shukusen Talira’s office, I examined her latest acquisition, another pain...
Chapter 106: Ascension
My grandmother’s office was in shadows with the glow of the city’s lights lending it an aura of m...
Addendum
So, now you know how I became who I am, and if you must judge me, do it. I can no more deny my pa...