Abuser Groups

The Coven: the maternal side of our U.S. family, connected to the 'military branch' of an institutional church in Rome. Anything labeled with this involves abuse that happened while in the United States instead of Italy.

The Family: the paternal side of our U.S. family, connected to a group we call 'the Higher-Ups', the US military, and an organized crime group based in Atlanta, Georgia.

The family came from Scotland and Wales, and they passed down some of the more archaic traditions found in those regions, especially when it came to their version of 'magick' (druidism, dissociation, etc.) and folklore (fairies, living trees, etc.)

They worshipped someone we call 'the lord of light below', which when translated to a Christian setting would represent Lucifer or someone similar. To be clear, though, this 'deity' was not the Christian Lucifer, nor did they call him that. It's just the closest, most recognizable figure we can compare him to. This deity wasn't the only one worshipped, as other 'immortals' came into the mix, but he was the one the family focused on.

Also, most men in the family has been in the U.S. Army at one point and had advanced in rank/specialty until they were recruited by the Army Rangers, although one went to the Green Berets instead. This is where our grandfather met and became friends with the Colonel. Their friendship led to my grandfather joining the Temple of Set when he was young, which is why when he was leading family ceremonies, the 'lord of light below' sometimes resembled Lucifer more than that deity's traditional appearance.

Immediate Family: mom, dad, and a sister. Our 'home life', so to speak.

The Higher-Ups: the scariest of scary people. They were very wealthy, very powerful, and had little to no empathy. Our Family reported their activities to these people and at times, paid tithes or fees to keep them pacified. While we were younger, they played a distant role in our abuse, but after our eighth birthday, they played a much larger part in our life.

Freemasons: a smaller group within a group. All the older men in our Family were members of Freemason fraternities. To be clear, this group's abusers weren't the entire fraternity. Only a few of them were... interested, we'll say, in kids. The rest may have had toxic beliefs, but they weren't abusive to us nor were they evil people.

My dad participated in this fraternity for as long as I lived with him. After moving to Tennessee, he joined a more exclusive part of the Freemasons: the Scottish Rite. While attending meetings in their temple, he'd receive advice, payment, and/or instructions from the Higher-ups. 

Also, we met our in-laws through one of the Scottish Rite Temples in Tennessee. Our father-in-law was one of the more influential members of the fraternity there, along with many of his 'friends' that I met as an amnesiac host.

The Colonel: a friend of our Family. At his request (and for a fee), this man used torture (physical, sexual, emotional, spiritual) to induce dissociation in us, and while we were in that suggestible state, he established many of the toxic, trauma-based core beliefs that we carry. These, in addition to many other 'subroutines', created both our host fragment and the area of our internal world where said fragments would be controlled.

Host training took place over the course of three years at a (now decommissioned) army base in Alabama. While the Colonel was rarely present for it, he did oversee much of what happened to us there and cultivated a few 'traits' for himself.

The Academy: our U.S. paternal grandfather enrolled us in 'summer camps' at an Airforce Base in Florida. This was an extension of our host training in Alabama, but we're not sure of the specifics, like why it was in a different location or who was involved. It was connected to the GATE programs we attended in primary (elementary) school.

FBC: the mega church we attended in Tennessee. There was a small group of pedophiles who'd infiltrated the church's leadership, including their head pastor. Some Others have dropped hints that these people might also have been members of the same Scotties Rite that our father was a part of.

Enforcers: not an abuser group. It's a descriptor for a job that the Higher-Ups forced us into after our falling out with our Family.

That debacle put us in a unique position. We'd received the training that someone in an upper-echelon position of the Higher-Ups secondary branches would receive, but we were also in disgrace, which put us at the lowest levels of our Family. The Higher-Ups needed people like us to track down traitors and do other, similar things for them. Which had been our original family's (in Rome) plan for us from the beginning, as an infiltration tactic.

 

Groups we have snapshot memories of: a famous scientific institution in Switzerland, Israel's spies, a famous intelligence branch in the United Kingdom, unknown groups in both Russia and Japan